"the only people for me are the mad ones"

totally trying this.
also, the DIY dry erase board works, but you need to use a cleaner,
and the sushi pb&j is fabulous! AND fun :)

breathe

i want to do this:
"Easy DIY dry-erase board. All you need is a picture frame with glass, some pretty scrapbook paper, and erasable markers."

also... pb&j sushi :) :) :):) we need this!

 

things have been really tough lately... just a lot of ups and downs.  so much has gone on all of a sudden and now i feel that time has been lost.  i've stopped reading because i've started working a lot and i've got to pack like three times the amount as previously planned.  i  will also probably be having to say goodbye to my kitties, which kills me the most.  pets are really something special.  i'll never get another cat, because mine was the best.  well, both of them are the best.  

IGNITE THE ROAD TO JUSTICE has started in the west and it'll be here on thursday!  this is one positive occurance at this time... fight human trafficking!!! fight it fight it fight it!!!

lastly, tomorrow my hair will be redredred again. yyyyeeeesss :) :) my favourite.  and clinton bought me new uggs which i also LOVE... might need to go back and get another pair in another colour hehehe... hopefully i'll have enough room for them when i get rid of all the stuff i'm getting rid of.  why do i move so much?  moving has it's positives and it's experiences, but sometimes i just want a place to stay; a place to be.  clint's right:  i need to try to find something more positive in this. 

small joys in life:
good smelling soap.
this:  "Single Serving Ready to Eat Cookie Dough Recipe: 1 tbsp Milk, 3 tbsp Flour, 2 tbsp Sugar (white or brown), 1 1/2 tbsp Butter, splash of vanilla extract & as many Chocolate Chips as you want!"
and this:  link: a hot chocolate bar on a cold day

beautiful people do not just happen

my love will be home soon!!!... so will clint ;) ;) ;) (hehehe just kidding dear)  the boys left me this weekend for a weekend of biking and camping and eating hot dogs... no girls allowed!  so, i had the whole house to myself :)  this was GREAT!!!  until bed time came and i realized that id be tucking myself into that big queen bed and locking all the doors (even my bedroom door...) because i'm so scared of being alone.  i don't mean that i'm so unstable mentally i cannot be by myself, i mean strictly that i can't live by myself.  i always assumed this, but now it's confirmed.  maybe a little apartment of my own would be different, because it wouldn't be a 3 bedroom house with a sliding door for creepos to look in.  actually, maybe an apartment would have a sliding door.  i'm getting off topic; i don't want to live alone.  however, i'll probably have to in january, so i better start changing my mind. 

onto something a little more important to myself but more than likely trivial to everyone else: i bought new rings today.  i need to start wearing my rings again.  i stopped before, but i don't know why.  it might have been because of work, maybe it was just because most of my rings were mom's rings; maybe i was feeling too much like mom suddenly - not that i don't want to be like mom, but i find it more important to find who i am first... again.  anyways, now that i've started buying my own rings again, i think i might have enough to fill up 7 or 8 fingers at a time.  i love that. 

things that make you go HMMMM:
1.  london fogs are not for me.  i feel out of place in society.
2.  "dammit i'm mad" is "dammit i'm mad" spelled backwards.
3.  WD40 removes crayons from just about any surface. 
4. some neat and creative ideas i hope to put into action for myself:
     a. link: jewelry photo frame
     b. link: sideways file folder
     c. link: mr and mrs mugs
     d. link: milk and cookie cocktails YUMMMMM
     e. link: braids all around! 

"if a bird can sing with a broken wing, you will learn to bend when the wind blows"

Hafiz

 "even after all this time, the sun never says to the earth, 'you owe me.'

 

look what happens with a love like that,

it lights the whole sky."

this is how my weary heart stays alive: i'm still a dreamer
love and i bought a couch together!  i was gonna buy this super old, super green, super tacky chair to read in... for 5 dollars.  but when clint saw it i think his eyes almost fell out.  so instead, we found a really cute green (a better green... more easy on the eyes) love-seat!  i think it's leather too.  i love green.  also our curtains are red so the couch will compliment them verrrry well.

i refuse to watch jersey shore from now on.  that show needs to die.  i think i feel that way about a lot of tv lately... people need to stop fighting.  and other people need to stop being so fascinated with fighting.  whether it be watching fighting on tv, gossiping about who's fighting/arguing, and doing your own personal fighting.  HUGS AND HIGH FIVES PEOPLE, HUGS AND HIGH FIVES.  

i made lots of money, and then lost is all twelve hours later at the dentist.  my entire paycheck to my dentist?... but don't worry, they tell me my teeth are just great.  huh?

things to do:
cut up some shirts and pants
buy a water filter thing
go to emma's and james's
get a new bed set
call kim???... yes!
some how manage to make a million dollars in like 25 days.  okay go.
listen to more of this music 

i bought this tshirt today for 11 dollars.  it's green which i love.  i just love nature and natural colours and i'm so inspired by it all the time... i don't know why.  my cousin and i have talked about this before because we both feel the same; we need to be near windows; near sun or rain or any kind of weather; we both need to breathe in the day the very second we wake up.  i almost bought some bangels (spelling?) today that were a mixture of green, orange, brown and... gold or something which i loved, but i'm so broke i cannot even justify it at all.  anyway yeah, nature is my friend.  nature was mom's friend too.  that's one reason i love where i go to school: the nature.  i'm outside at least 5 times a day, always walking.  sometimes my hair suffers the consequences, but i feel rejuvinated even with frizzy hair.  lastly, today was awesome because my eyebrows were fabulous looking.  fab-u-lous. 

motha t.

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;
It was never between you and them anyway.