make it stop

i have been too busy for writing, too busy for anything - practically too busy for the things i'm supposed to keep busy doing.  i only recently just got around to painting my nails, which is huge for me... sounds a bit trivial, but oh well.  i'm currently working on about 3 journals a week, a reflection paper on an N.A. meeting i went to, an alcohol prevention poster, an annotation, and a presentation on values clarification.  i also have to facilitate group in 2 weeks which i'm excited for, but not near ready.  i have to start my gambling paper soon, and i already took out enough books for it, thankfully.  tomorrow we've all got suicide prevention all day, as well as saturday - long days.  actually, this whole week has been super fracken long.  yesterday i was at the college from 8 am till about 7 pm, and today i've been in and out of the college since 10 am, also going to the gym and to walmart and then back to the college again until 830 tonight.  anyways, whatever, it doesn't really matter; people have long days all the time.  but this whole year is going to be long and i'm honestly already ready to call it quits.  being pushed and pushed and pushed has it's positives i guess, but i'm not feelin' 'em yet... i can hardly fit time in for anything anymore, including my classes.  like really, how does time melt away so fast?  my head hurts often and i don't sleep as much as i'd like to.  i've kept up in eating pretty well which is an improvement for me, but still, i'm lacking in other areas and it's slowing my progress.  gah, i'm ready for a break already!